Thursday, January 21, 2010

Eternal Sunshine of the Not-so-Spotless Mind

I still have something to say. I just don't know how to say it all.

Life is rocky. I need to find my voice again; I need to talk, speak, write, shout it out until it is heard, known, understood. I feel sometimes as though I have lost myself. I have defined my life as wife, mother, friend, volunteer, cook, daughter, what-have-you. What I have not defined is me. Although I'm not looking for some definitive label, I am looking for answers that only I can give myself. Who am I? What the hell am I doing with my life? It must not be the right thing if I can still ask and not know the answer, even a little bit. I need to strip away all of the trappings of this crazy life and listen to myself before I speak.

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